[RL/Work] Brain: you know how you need to work until 5? Me: Yes?
Brain: I quit. That was two nights in row without real sleep.
Me: Understandable. Have a good day.

Been softly belting out MCR songs on the clock.

Goddamn Etsy issues are on my mind and I get the sinking feeling that I'm not getting my commission but I'm trying to be positive but everything feels so weird.

I'm trying to be patient but like look... i wanted my commission plushies badly. My home life situation is deteriorating quickly. I don't want to be wondering if I'm getting or not getting my fucking mail.

And being blown off pisses me off so much these days.

It would have been nice to be told "sorry I'm behind" or whatever. I'd like to know a rough date so I know to keep my eye peeled for when it should be here. My dad threw out my face mask I ordered a few days ago.

Fished the thing from the trash (still packaged) but ffs. Like the stupid shit stressing me out these days. And like I get the sinking feel I'm going to be blown off on this and I am so out of spoons

Would have been great if the store had emailed me when it went out but it didn't.