Maya's flowers are going to be for herself, essentially, for not admitting she feels useless/out of place/afraid and that it has to do with her fam She's gonna get out of it and survive tho as not to ruin Dandy's disposition toward flowers-
Spike's flowers are also for himself in a way but mostly about his guilt and betrayal While also dealing emotionally with the fact others' kindnesses feels like a comfort he doesn't deserve (but being too selfish to stop seeking it)
I'm thinking both of them might have their flowers growing from their scars? For two different reasons:
-Maya's fear is based in her experiences so it would make sense to grow out of her scar and gills and mouth -Spike's nymph buds will be coming from his scars so I want him to have that as like a
UHH... SOUDA WILL BE HELPING PEOPLE W Maya will also be trying to help people but also in attempts to gain info and might be a little crabby just because she has even worse associations with plants since the last plants that took over her body made her say horrible things
I feel bad about not doing death stuff but imma be honest with yall my fear of death spirals have been. Really bad this month. It hasn't usually been a problem for me with role play and honestly it isn't truly rn bc the deaths aren't... Real... Y'know... But it is still like. I could just Not for a minute and do cooler deaths later when I feel better
this is mukuro's first death and atem has died like 8 fuckin times (but only three that "count" poor bastard is an undead type monster and does a lot of temps)
BUT THE OTHRR ASPECT TO IT is especially with Maya these are long term development points that my stubborn ass characters always struggle to get Through WITHOUT compulsion
God. The funny thing is that Maya won't really know what the issue is at first bc she's like I don't have anything unresolved I don't think??????!?!!!?!!?!!??!? But baby. Baby. Baby. Baby. U do
She's gonna get out of it and survive tho as not to ruin Dandy's disposition toward flowers-
While also dealing emotionally with the fact others' kindnesses feels like a comfort he doesn't deserve (but being too selfish to stop seeking it)
-Maya's fear is based in her experiences so it would make sense to grow out of her scar and gills and mouth
-Spike's nymph buds will be coming from his scars so I want him to have that as like a
oh my god it isn't going away after allmomentOTHER CHARACTERS DEATHS AREN'T GONNA LIKE TRIGGER ME OR ANYTHING just to be clear
BLESS ATEM
I don't have anything unresolved I don't think??????!?!!!?!!?!!??!? But baby. Baby. Baby. Baby. U do
I don't think she even sees herself as not being honest about it really, this is just How She was Taught to Be
i gotta do... responsibilities fifrst