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Cw death
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Sheโs gone
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Nana got her Angel wings
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I got to hold hand as she went, gave her a goodbye kiss
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JingleBells
Im sorry
Im sorry
{TharBG}
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{TharBG}
I'm sorry love. I'm glad you were able to be there with her and say goodbye
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Toasty Mallow
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I am so so sorry, Tracy but I am glad you got to say goodbye and be there for her. I am sure she felt your love. โค
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BECOME AS GODS
it's so good you could be at her side to say goodbye
it's so good you could be at her side to say goodbye
beachcryptid
my condolences Tracy
my condolences Tracy
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we'll be following her to NJ on wednesday or thrsday
Rogal Dorn
My deepest condolences
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<3
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i feel kind of guity tbh
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nana had a necklace my pop pop gave ehr when i was a kid, she said she'd never take it off
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not ever
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and dad wasn't sure the funeral home would let her go with it, since we're not having a funeral, just the burial
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so aunt deb said i should have it
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and yeh
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idk if i should ave accepted it
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in the 25 years since pop pop died, i never once saw her not wearing this necklace
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I'm so sorry. but also with an heirloom like that it's better to not transport it with the home but with family
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we won't be seeing her again so this would have been the only chance to put it with her and Aunt Deb was afraid it would disappear
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since there wont' be a viewing, we can't confirm it would be there
StupidSexyVโ der
yeah
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gแฅฒtแฅฑkแฅฑแฅฑฯแฅฑr
better that you have it tbh, her memory will be with you. I'm so sorry for your loss but as others have said, glad to know you got to be with her. that must have meant a lot.
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I
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HAVE WE BEEN SPELLING OUR NAME WRONG MY WHOLE LIFE?
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it's always been VanDusen not Van Dusen
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there is a slight difference
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there's also Van-Dusen
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all the same family, different branches
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also this is becoming a huge pain to plan
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website says chapel is closed, gravesites are open up to 55 people
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mom is relaying that we can go to the chapel to say goodbye to nana but we can't go to the gravesite
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we were also told no flowers or anything on the graves at an army cemetery. website says fresh cut flowers are allowed
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Nerd BF found contact numbers so he's gonna try to clear things up since he's no distraught while my whole family is, so some messages may be getting all twisted and fucked up
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meanwhile my dumbfuck of an uncle texted my dad asking "what's going on?" like???
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we told you on thursday that she had 72 hours left??? you had your fuckin chance??? get deepthroat a cactus???
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/hugs <3 Much love to you and yours.
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huggggggg <3
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thankfully, we all seem to be holding it together. obvious breakdowns happen, my dad is not okay but not cracking, i guess is a good phrasing
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god knows with my aunt'
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my mom is somehow the most together of us all but even she was cracking
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nana always gave her a hard time but at the end, nana was saying how much of a sweetheart mom is and she loved her
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so i think it's hitting mom hard now
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{TharBG}
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generally there's a space yeah. like saying 'tracey of TOWN'
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SUDDENLY THEY CAN'T TRANSPORT HER ON THURSDAY WUT???
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oh no