[rp][gen][navel gazing]

I started out okayish this month but like.

I fell off so bad

kneads gently

I'm struggling between two notions of like

"be kind to yourself, January has been rough with people being aggro and lots of overtime on fridays" and "you just can't seem to ever get it together you should just quit everything "

I won't actually do the latter because that's stupid and dramatic but the sense of failure this month is real

I think, as much as I love Kraken and Katarina, I'm gonna go ahead and shelve her for now. I bit off more than I can reliably chew and it's not fair for me to take that space

if I stay with just lumine maybe I can figure my shit out and stop flaking so badly

and then imeeji.... I guess I'll retroactively hiatus for january

and really try to make a better effort this february

there are some games coming up I'm really excited for so I think it will be more that possible

I just need to be less flighty

fakeharmless: rests face on

petpet

squeezes

lies on Gil

oof I feel a depression nap coming on.

sorry everyone ill ..... figure something out when I wake up