cacopheny just called me "Starry" on tumblr and took me out in a single blow

IT HAS BEEN AT LEAST TEN YEARS SINCE ANYONE CALLED ME THAT...

IT'S YOUR USERNAME DUDE

what else was I supposed to use? xD your real name?? it's tumblr!

I DO IN FACT HAVE NAEL ON MY TUMBLR but also it was just. it's been fifteen years

and there was definitely a moment of like. gender mismatch lmao

I haven't looked at your direct tumblr since you friended me I think

so I didn't know. sorry about that

since it's been since before I even started going around as NB

IT'S FINE IT JUST. TOOK ME THE FUCK OUT IN ONE BLOW

twink obliterated

/cracks up oh no

(also hi that post made me think about the lead-up to my Continental Singers tour which I hadn't thought about in ages so. thanks??)

sometimes wandering through tumblr is just like. someone is wandering around the house inside your mind, opening cabinets, and holding up the memories inside like "look what I found in the depths of your subconscious!"

and soemtiems you're like "thanks, put that back tho"

mostly it was just weird tbh. I do think about some parts of the tour every few months, but I hadn't really thought about the whole. donation drive to send me on it. because that was definitely a thing

I hated that whole trip, it was really pretty miserable, but it's probably good that I went because it made it easier to take flights on my own a couple years later