[Self image, mental health, weight.]

I ran across a TikTok filter to try randomly because I thought it'd be funny since people were saying it made them look like kids

So I figured, it's worth a laugh

But it makes me want to cry because it didn't make me look like a kid.

I always wanted to do the glamour shots thing as a teenager because it was a thing

I've never felt pretty, I was never the pretty one. I was the joke

And i kind of gave up after high school with everything else going on.

But ..I just...