idk why my brain is doing this weird anxiety thing, going from "oh right it's fun to not hold back from tagging on a whim" the other night to now "must overanalyze, internally debate, talk self out of everything, fret like people can see me eyeing their top level" but it needs to stop bc it's taking me out of writing anything. >.<

maybe this is my brain's revenge for me not having work tomorrow. it's like "oh it's sunday, the day to stress over something"

/throws hands in air

tried to do a mental refresh with a game that requires my full focus, which usually works, but it only did for about an hour

also have a headache now too which probably isn't helping

note to self: just do the damn thing and send a PM tomorrow. stop being an idiot. it's like when you went to comment in the first place - the worst that could happen is no answer

PM sent before I could talk myself out of it

time to pointedly ignore my email for a while and distract myself with other things