X Holy cow I had such a nightmare last night?

I dreamt that I was involved/a bystander for someone's mental breakdown and they shot me.

It wasnt fatal in the dream but boy it sure did feel real

the rest of the dream was me explaining to mt family that I got shot and "yes im ok but am in the hospital" hjjdas

Im not SURPRISED Im having nightmares given that it's:

- the holidays
- I am switching jobs after 8 years
- I have been feeling a lot of self doubt abt rp stuff
- despite being on medication to stop my cycle Im spotting and it makes me dysphoric as shit.

SQOOSHES YOU LOVINGLY I'm sorry ur brain is being a meanie to you in ur sleep

HHH thanks its ok

I think Im just stressed

I think Ive been leaning a bit too hard on RP as a cope/distraction and rn its very slow bc its december so Im just like

RATTLES BARS

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

I think Ill try doing some art today

god if that isn't a whole ass mood tho

me like my rl is slowly falling apart around me WHY DON'T I HAVE MORE TAGS

and then my monitor died so FFXIV is tragically on hold