post-game thoughts!!! Even though things are ongoing, there's just a lot of fun stuff happening
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post-game thoughts!!! Even though things are ongoing, there's just a lot of fun stuff happening
post-game thoughts!!! Even though things are ongoing, there's just a lot of fun stuff happening
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both for Eichi and Hades
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Hades obviously has a lot going on, as he's earlier in his development than Eichi is, who has been here for years
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His mindscape is really on the nose bcuz he's a really surface-level guy. Like yeah there's a lot under the surface but Hades is as up front as he has the vocabulary for. He just does not have extensive vocabulary
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Anyway he's sitting in an unlocked cage because he's putting himself in time out but it also is meant to represent the distance he's keeping between himself and others mmmmostly purposely
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like when someone ends up being a victim of his, his go-to move is "oh, i need to go away"
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but it's also. Hades feels stuck in place because he has no idea where to GO
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its very concerning!
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he's going to try to itemize it like Persephone suggested but like, that's all he can do and he isn't even sure how to do that, it's all too complicated and he is a dumb dog
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thankfully Izanagi making him be sIV's guard dog/manservant for a bit feels like Solid Direction and so he is very relieved for it
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that and nemesis suggesting "take a friend and go talk to them" is like. he really WANTS to but he's tried talking directly before and most people shut down
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but really what has helped the most is people who just kinda wanna be with him. And K just getting fully in the cage with him and Valor convincing him to come out
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Because what he's craving most is substantial connections right now and has mostly been kinda fucking that up himself by not feeling like he's allowed to
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Also he had some really good threads
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nsfw text in this but 
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oh my god this dumb dog
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Hades "please-believe-me-I've-never-had-a- boner-about-Persephone" avante en garde
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a bad(?) dog
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also good is getting partially naked for the benefit of others
also good is getting partially naked for the benefit of others
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Now Eichi's issues are harder to get at
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Hades is a delight. It's so funny to me that for the people that have come to Pink he's like /JUST GONNA PLAY GAMES, but Hades he's like 'ok I'll invite him over'
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He's a lil more subtle about it, just kinda... having a little bar. He's struggling mostly because it DID take a Heart Game for him to feel comfortable with BARiTONES, finally. And now because of that and because of his own fears and such, he's struggling with connecting with LiliS
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: IT'S SO GOOD
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hades realizing he has a friend...
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Did you see that due to Lark accidentally having ambiguous wording Valor assumed Hades killed Lark before and Lark went like "wait wait wait let me clarify that, sorry"
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aww, eichi
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oh no Eichi
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: LOL no i didn't
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LiliS, for a long time, represented what he hated about imeeji and the people in it
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lupine's reaction to that tag was So Much. too much for even just the two tags. definitely also some "buddy this is _your_ mindscape, we're supposed to talk about you", but.
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it's kind of funny in a black comedy way
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shrinking violets who rely on the goodness of others to not die, people who got self-righteous about it whenever they did something that upset someone else(it was him, the someone else was him)
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CW: SUICIDAL IDEATION AND SUICIDE because enstars!!!!-----
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(edits a tiny bit)
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and also, he NEEDS to touch those memories, eichi, before he leaves. he absolutely needs to see that awful hostage-gone-wrong thread
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Because of his illness, Eichi was always prepared to die in canon. And because of him and the way he did things in canon, a number of students did jump from the school roof to end their lives. And Eichi himself later needs to be talked off of the same roof because of it all
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so after that, and after everything, Eichi found that to him, and for the people he loves, it is far more important for him to have something to live for
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and he does. He lives for Tenn and Wataru, he lives for idols, he lives for his dreams, and he is willing to do anything not to fall from that ideal
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K absolutely wants to spend time with him, he also has many issues with being a bad dog and craves the company of anyone who might seem to get that
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So Eichi absolutely shaped the way BARiTONES does business. He came in, said "there is no reason to pretend we are something we're not, we should crush everyone to make the staircases we need to climb", declared himself leader and BARiTONES was largely just ok with that because they're villain types
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also Eichi is cute and they think it's fun to call him their leader
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but now he's like "guess i gotta put myself BACK IN THE VILLAIN CLOSET" and like objectively yes he is super happy on LiliS
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he lives with Tenn and everyone is nice but Eichi is bored by nice and he wants to be allowed to kill torture kidnap etc if he feels it is necessary and really!!! he doesn't think he should be judged for that!!!
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sevendials: that's cute... Hades would like bad dog friend tbh
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f f f f f f
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why does _torture_ need to be on that list eichi
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it's very important to him, to be allowed to be cruel if it benefits him!
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can they compromise on the torture
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LOL
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I wish
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Eichi is willing to compromise and he has, so far! It just results in him feeling a little bit of resentment and a lot of disconnect
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(the number of people just sort of quietly assuming shiemi wants them to be good and soft is non-zero, and I just keep thinking of an early conversation where I checked in with Mika to make sure the new direction lilis was going in was okay with them too, and they were like "actually Shiemi hasn't ever liked the super-pacifist route, she's always felt like
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LiliS should get to live, too. As long as they don't go as hard-core as BARiTONES to the point where other units bus them without hesitation for being Objectively The Worst," or something like that.)
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Eichi is like. "I will survive if we just be a little more mean. but i will secretly hate not being MUCH more mean"
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lmao
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he is obviously willing to compromise because lilis is soft good kids. He will not abide complete pacifism, but he will just secretly not like complete bastard hours
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they just REALLY need to actually talk. Which in theory this event was made for, so. 
I will just Keep Tagging for the moment.
I will just Keep Tagging for the moment.
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Lupine is specifically trying to talk about his issues because about 10 seconds into this game he decided he didn't trust it and that it had a decent chance of being a Secret Trauma Game in Disguise where the losing teams will all be killed, and he promised Eichi.
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fffff baby boy
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Eichi is like "the trauma here is the mortifying ordeal of Being Known"
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BUT
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his feelings about it all were dumped on Izzy just because he pressed and Eichi was like "fuck it, I'm not getting out of here without saying, I guess"
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he's a messy bitch
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why isn't he allowed to be the drama
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oh eichi
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He's a very bitter person and he misses being allowed to be bitter
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I'm just. very very 
at more tags on this thread.
at more tags on this thread.
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some of the things eichi is chafing at on lilis are completely fair but i think there are some assumptions on multiple fronts here that need reexamining
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lmao can't believe Valor wound up being even a little helpful
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i told you valor was helping people
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LOL
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oh yea Eichi is just a really guarded person. He talks a lot but that DEFINITELY does not mean he emotionally connects with people
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Actually, he and Tenn got into their relationship...... because Eichi blackmailed him into keeping quiet and then he just dumped his feelings on him because he didn't feel comfortable enough at the time to talk candidly about them with BARiTONES
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then they just ended up LIKING to talk and Eichi got really invested
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he just.... has a hard time...
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socializing like a person
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how terrible
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Come talk to the bad dogs of Bad End, Hades, surely this can only end well.
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you know what this might as well be happening
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most of Izanagi's family are also sadistic murderers so this is fine
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LOL nice.
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Izanagi is, somehow, not the worst person to be hearing this 
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But Oniisama is wonderful and someone to look up to....
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I laughed so much in Sudden Death when Tsukasa was like
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"I used to be really good at being able to read people. But lately I feel like it's been hard to tell..."
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And I was like
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no you've never been a good judge of character, Kasa. You think Tenshouin is the epitome of what one should strive to be
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askjdlakjsf Hades oh my god
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That snippet from the thread with Nem is amazing
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Nem is so cute :>
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he told her he likes her as a person and nem was like EXCUSE
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you can't just say you LIKE people hades, wtf
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He's GONNA
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>:T
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Izanagi honestly has no idea what to do about Hades having a whole concern about his wellbeing so he's just not going to think about it
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LOL legit
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Hades really is just a big dog and he is concerned about everyone's wellbeing