i'm skipping sanctuary because even tho it's my last chance to really put C's stuff out there I have deliberately been skipping heart/soul games these last 3 years because Ouma's stuff is So Much
me sitting down to rp: do i really want to unpack and symbolize all his trust issues, existential issues, how much he changed in canon over two weeks vs how much he's changed in imeeji over the ic year and his ridiculous attachments to more people than i can remember--