but first thank you to everyone for playing with my small nerd elf a... third time... which i couldn't resist doing because my sister u_u but as usual i had a lot of fun playing with everyone
at the very least i've had a different way of doing things each time so it was never really THE SAME, and also, having alisaie around did make a huge difference too
i didn't go as hard as i would've liked because once again i got.. shy...... which i shouldn't be, but i admit alphinaud is sometimes a little tricky in rp because he's so
so i find a lot of his cr will never really try to push him in certain ways and ...... i'm always afraid he's kind of boring in the more downtime moments tbh
i am again too shy to do a super deep loreplurk, i love everyone else's but and yet i look at my hands and go "no that's too much for me". but i still want to talk about all the fun cr i had and events that went down so ;w;
cries yea rochalizo couldn't say anything until post-murder because he only realized it was alphi from the daemon settling which he only knew because of susato and did not know she and alphi had revealed themselves to each other
she actually approached him that sunday LOL so while oocly i was like ah, siz figured it out, icly he was too caught up in his own head to realize her intention
he's a blunt guy but "hey so susato is probably freezing to death out here somewhere but about what YOU did, huh" is something even he knows wouldn't go over well at all HAHA
w7 itself was hoooboy tho he expected people to get mad at him and they were... and then alisaie kept getting bullied which was also feelsbadman.jpg, by the end of it all he was glad they succeeded but he was pretty ready to peace out
on a positive note, at least sheba and he talked things out and while it's still "it's complicated" they at least managed to return back to being friendly with each other
so they're not parting on a totally bad note........ alphi still wouldn't be surprised if he never saw her again after that but at least he's able to go home without wanting to totally die on the inside
HAHAHA alisaie's immediate ratshaking alphinaud was one of my favorite threads we did, followed by her ratshaking him again the following week to try and get him to quit being fatalistic.... good threads.....
also you should lore dump I love reading your thoughts on alphinaud bc you have such a good take on him and incorporate everything to his character......... give us the deets "you know a lot already abi" I WANT MORE
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anais