I've been going through considerable real life struggles, mostly to do with things that ultimately should be fairly trivial but which, for various reasons, have got me right in the groin
Okay tomorrow thought, for real: - contact former CR and see if they still want to give a damn (probably not, temper your expectations accordingly) - look at the event directory and see if there's anyone who looks fun to hit up! (new CR is good too)
- figure out what the hell you're doing for the event in a more general sense, as in what Shepard's been up to while I've been having an endless series of panic attacks and stress-retreats into animal crossing.
(related, I remodeled my entire island and THEN the update dropped, which reduced the cost of all my remodeling to a tenth of what I paid for it and I'm not like actually inconvenienced by it, but part of me still goes "bruh.")
A special feature of my brain is that I will either forget a person entirely, or else delete all time-gaps from my mind, so that however strong our friendship was when last we spoke is how strong it still is
okay, so.
Sunbreaker
Shepard is sad because all her squadmates save one are gone, and it's the one who she killed their whole species so it's a whole angsty thing, she thinks getting drunk sounds fantastic tbh
- contact former CR and see if they still want to give a damn (probably not, temper your expectations accordingly)
- look at the event directory and see if there's anyone who looks fun to hit up! (new CR is good too)