Kittenfais
so i been thinking...ryou's going to burn out of everything happening lately and just...i KNOW were temp was supposed to be chill and he's still gonna be chill but...also i feel like there's a lot of stuff he's going to be trying to kinda not acknowledge rn.
Kittenfais
atem's on justice bender, the foggies just blew up the cube, aunamee. that's it, aunamee.
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and also atem gon' die.
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so that's a lot of stress
Kittenfais
what do
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shed too much
bugge.
stress eat
bury the bones, just, wreck the lucky 38's landscaping
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get high and get pets
keihatsu
sounds like ryou needs a good nap with pets
bugge.
howl in mourning for atem except it's perfectly pitched as the YUGIOOOOOHHHHH sound
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atem like "i'm right here,"
Kittenfais
ALL OF THESE ARE GOOD THINGS up to and possibly including the ygo awoo lmao
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atem: why is everyone else more upset about my death than i am
priest seto: i'm going to fucking kill you a second time
Kittenfais
he is going to stress eat and possibly GNAW.
Kittenfais
god...atem doesn't even get it tho lol. ryou over here freaking out about his death and he's just like "i got better"
Kittenfais
Like he loves this little binch but LOOK
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"it was fine i did what i set out to do?? it was my decision?? i.....why did it hurt you idgi"
Kittenfais
when he finds out about the AM thing he's going to act and then he's going to ask if he can sleep over at Yugi's for a night or sth lmao
Kittenfais
because i'm still chatting on the cr meme about it but i been at work lol. but permission has been given for ryou to attacc AM
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oh boy
keihatsu
not like yugi's using the bed pls feel free to visit, ryou
Kittenfais
AM's going to tell him that Atem started it and Ryou's just going to send HIMSELF to the shadow realm
Kittenfais
also lsdkjfs Yugi...
keihatsu
yeah, sorry atem, no one's super happy with the dying decision
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atem will tell him atem started it!!
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?!?
Kittenfais
WELL THAT MAKES IT WORSE THEN
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OMG
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LIKE IF HE TELLS RYOU WHAT HAPPENED HE'LL TELL RYOU THE WHOLE THING
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HE'S NOT GOING TO HIDE THAT HE PICKED THIS FIGHT
Kittenfais
I MEAN. I'm not sure yet what the chronological part of it is but once that's sorted, whoever tells Ryou it's honestly fine
Kittenfais
But either way works for me! and if Atem can't understand why Ryou's angry then Ryou is gonna take A Walk to cool off for a while. But still snap at AM like an unmuzzled rabid beast because that's pretty fucked up
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...am
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snap at AM
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edited that right. like don't get me wrong he'll snap at atem possibly but in a different way
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lol
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he'll need it spelled out for him why this is as upsetting as it is
Kittenfais
Oh they'll talk about it for sure
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i'm sorry about mr. "well, the most efficient solution is my own death since 1kBC"
Kittenfais
But Ryou is so tired of seeing people he cares about make decisions that are morally questionable and also people telling him to Get Over It And Stop Being Good Already
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"chaos god? guess I'll die!"
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"yugi's good on his own? time to go!"
Kittenfais
Fog mom, Aunamee, pretty much everyone on Aunamee's post, Atem: Murder is fine if the ends justify my means
Ryou: But
Everyone: DON'T BE A PUSSY
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"if I don't die now I'll be tortured for goodness knows how long, and I still have a free death? death it is!"
Kittenfais
god
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what if this when they have their "It's not a fucking game" argument
keihatsu
gasp
Tallorance
i'm glad ryou's yelling at him about the game thing before he learns the Hard Way
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but it WORKS like one!!
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he's got a fucked up view of his own death and has for ages! ryslig just made it worse t b h
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because it keeps happening. every time he un-temps it's another one, every time he goes back to vampire form it happens
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he can't be torn up about it every time it happens, he'll drown
Kittenfais
ok so hear me out and this isn't necessarily a likely outcome but L I S T E N what if
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daniel death, after-AU death in March, parasite death, post-naga-temp death, kid event death, now this death, plus his canon death and future canon death, local man just won't stop fuckin dying
Kittenfais
atem's stubborn insistence that ryslig is a game...makes ryou decide "it's a game? is that right? IS THAT SO?"
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"Fine. I'll minmax the game then. Surely that won't hurt anyone's feelings. Be right back, flipping a coin to decide which god to pledge to. It's JUST A GAME, right? You want the best boons!!!! LET'S PLAY THE FUCKING GAME"
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(also atem please stop dying they're going to make a kill count video on you)
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(he never MEANS to!! he has not had a choice in any of the others!)
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(in ryslig anyway)
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(he chose his first canon one and the second one yugi sent him to)
Kittenfais
that is true. none of those deaths he suffered were controllable honestly. Except ONE. the newest one. :') justice boner death
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it's AM so it's a boner death by definition
Kittenfais
anyway i kind of just want ryou to start spiraling but quietly
Kittenfais
LSDKFJWIO OH NO
keihatsu
this is probably not the time for ryou to find out atem offered that life to yugi last month
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honestly though someone please start to undo the it's-your-responsiblity-to-take-care-of-your-people-even-if-it-kills-you thought habits
Kittenfais
oh if he finds out that one he's going to just. like. look, he really, really loves Atem and doesn't like the cavalier way he treats death. it's going to really hurt him, right in the heart. he doesn't want Atem to die!! It hurts!
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he got some baby memories back and that crawled in with 'em
bugge.
....honestly, marik might be a good person to talk to about the self-sacrifice streak, since "stop with the trying to kill yourself" is a thing that ATEM helped teach him
Kittenfais
And it's hard to communicate that when he's still really scared for Atem after his reactions pre midmonth event in October.
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he's not as self sacrificing when he's not. pharaoh.
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yugi got all of that in the reincarnation divorce
keihatsu
gee how did that happen
Kittenfais
lmao reincarnation divorce
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honestly something i want to do this month.......is have atem stupidly take someone else's wounds & need to be protected
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because i wanna give ryou the chance to protec
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and the Event is absolutely gonna dial up the odds of him doing that
Kittenfais
Ryou protecc boi!!!!
Kittenfais
Ryou also...compartmentalize that boi...used power he doesn't like Ryou having. :')
keihatsu
can't be yugi. or they'll be playing 'take wounds' tag all day between the three of them
Kittenfais
I'M SORRY LIKE. Ryou's bottling up a lot lately.
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keihatsu : god don't i know it they just use up all their energy and end up hurting and hungry
Kittenfais
Actually I have to ask the mods if bought powers carry over to temps because I don't think wereRyou has the paintake if he's wereRyou. :|a
Kittenfais
also nephs op ryou can only do it once a day nephs can play keep-away
keihatsu
this is what happens when your party consists of two nephs and a beefed up healer (possibly, if he has it this month)
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seriously though like......post event please sit him down and have a talk about the person he thinks the people around him want him to be vs the person they actually want him to be.
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vs. be yourself, dumbass
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if it helps he's going to get so fed up with what he's like as this temp that he'll undo it himself as soon as he has the coins for it ?
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i do want him to realize it's messing with his head and hurting people he cares about & want to end it early.
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neph op but not worth it
Kittenfais
honestly i'd be down for that conversation between him and Ryou! but there's gonna be some rough edges to buff out at some point, because the thing is like
Kittenfais
Ryou can't be mad at Atem to his face, for very long, because he's in love with the dude, and he's an honest little son of bitch that really doesn't get why it's hurting Ryou's feelings
Kittenfais
but mostly because he's in love with him.
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atem is being stupid, not malicious
Kittenfais
but when he's not around Atem he's going to have this undercurrent of anxiety about him, and what choices he's making. ;;
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i say "stupid," I mean "making choices that make sense to him given his experiences, history, and influences"
Kittenfais
yeah that's why ryou is like "man i forgive you, we all make mistakes!" but internalize his stresses over it and that can't be healthy.
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nope. nope it's gonna come out eventually!!
Kittenfais
...i also lowkey want him to subtly start following the Steps of Desperation in Ryslig, but that's harder.
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That would require a lot.
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so i gotta be realistic with that lol
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the what now
Kittenfais
It's what i call that little fuckin paranoia rubric atem made about how desperate monsters end up in monster prison lol
Kittenfais
if you get desperate u end up in La Forteresse etc etc
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ohoho
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right yes your desperation to despair meter
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paranoia rubric is completely correct
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honestly atem wasn't quite in the red but he was getting pretty dangerously close in october
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if he'd seen an opportunity to get out he'd have tried it, before yugi fed
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and it would have gone badly
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instead it manifested as, you know, death traps
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but! he talked to yugi about the bad things that had happened to him, and yugi agreed to eat, and he's really really trying to trust ryou with the woundtake power (and is doing better about it lately honestly since it hasn't gone belly-up yet)
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and having the eye power helps, and having yeeted kaiba into the great unknown helps
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he's back in cautiously greenish yellow
╭╭(V)▽_▽(V)╮╮💐
kaiba yeeting as stress relief
╭╭(V)▽_▽(V)╮╮💐
off topic but I can't,,
bugge.
idk that sounds super therapeutic to me
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sometimes you just gotta hurl that guy into space and you feel better
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agreed
keihatsu
atem, not knowing kaiba yeeted himself to space post-dsod:
Kittenfais
sorry was driving home let me read back
Kittenfais
i love the idea that Atem is like "don't do this" and then almost does the despair tango
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he straight up did, he threw self care out the window bc he thought he knew what yugi needed
Kittenfais
honey
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...........except ryou
keihatsu
(narrator voice: he did not)
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(what do you mean what yugi needs and wants isn't atem shelving everything else but 1 relationship so that they can escape ryslig and stop yugi from having to eat or, barring that, make him eat, and also make himself as scary as possible so people know not to hurt his friends)
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he really is doing miles better now, neph temp aside
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he has a job!! that's not murder!!
Kittenfais
HONESTLY him having a job is crazy to me
Kittenfais
job???? work?!??!
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it's extremely part-time set-your-own-hours kind of a thing
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hey everybody
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HEY
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ATEM'S A DICK
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extremely self directed. he's handed a problem to solve and gets to decide how -- oh my god.
Kittenfais
A private dick. :V
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obviously, he's not like AM and Black Hat
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JFMSDIOW2KWL,
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LOOK HERE
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you started it
Kittenfais
Ryou like "if he wasn't a private dick i don't think we'd be dating"
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private eye (of wadjet)
Kittenfais
Ryslig can be assured at least that these losers won't climb each other in public. :V they have class
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(class: monster subclass: shade)
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ryou wears a collar now
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they only have so much class
Kittenfais
he does. NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE HAVE SEEN THAT
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oh
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oh also
keihatsu
HEY COLLARS ARE CLASSY
Kittenfais
who wants to give him a collar for night form
keihatsu
classy means cool right
Kittenfais
one of y'all has to do it.
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.........atem works with metal and leather now, he could literally make one
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if it's hard to find one big enough
Kittenfais
put spikes on it. Make Ryou look tough
Kittenfais
god tho if he did ryou would just be like
"...this is sending the wrong message, I think"
Kittenfais
I want so many things out of this temp...I think I might actually HAVE to extend it..
Kittenfais
At least I can put "lick boyfriend" on the done list, which is funny, Ryou didn't even mean to do that don't look at him.
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okay but like, come with me on this imagination journey -- studs at intervals that are the same shape as, like, a 10-sided die cut in half
Kittenfais
CORRECT
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ENDORSED
Kittenfais
look if Atem gave him something so well thought out and tailored to his interests, then Ryou would make out with him right then and there, and then wear it all the time and tell people about his awesome D10 collar
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he knows his boyfriend is a nerd!!! and deserves to have things he likes and feels nice in and is excited about!!
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stave off that despair!! tell everybody your boyfriend collared you without meaning to!!
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atem still doesn't know.
Kittenfais
everyone MAD JUDGING and ryou's like "oh no, no. i wear a collar as a shade too, but i can't wear atem's collar when my neck's this big. >:"
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"he's not treating me like an animal, gosh"
Kittenfais
me, with a comment that would make this plurk nsfw: :') be strong. be strong kitten
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don't do it
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bringing this back around tho, this is me right now wrt ryou https://i.ytimg.com/vi/-JgWdpAaAs4/maxresdefault.jpg
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i want to give him despair
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i just need to figure out how it works around everyone else's stuff lol
Kittenfais
but he's extremely shook up over the Cube bombing and he's not gonna say anything about it because 1, friends and 2, after the way people responded to him on Aunamee's post, he's pretty sure that his opinion is in the minority, and that he should Shut Up.
Kittenfais
He tried having An Opinion a few times and it just blew up in his face because he's not built for confrontation like that
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LET RYOU HAVE OPINIONS
Kittenfais
Which is why it's such a bad idea that he's going to confront AM
Kittenfais
RYOU'S OPINIONS INVALID AT INCEPTION
Kittenfais
that's how he's feeling about it anyway
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i'm good with whenever you want to have ryou find out that atem was so cavalier about his own death he died
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whatever timing works -- atem can have been gone from the apartment for less than a day but long enough to be suspicious, and ryou can ask, or we can leave it for later
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it........also might......lead to atem expressing that his reasons for doing it were that am's hurt people he cares about, and ryou's one of them, and if ryou is like "I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO DO IT" atem might be like "no, but i won't let anyone get away with hurting my friends forever, and the other monsters need to know it"
Kittenfais
i suppose it all depends on when it actually happened--oh man. oh jeez.
Kittenfais
...you know i actually have to read back on the post-dollhouse thread for some clarification here lol
Kittenfais
let's see which inbox i'm swimmin in
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thaaat one's in yours
Kittenfais
I GUESSED CORRECTLY
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woop woop!
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i think
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wait i could be wrong . . .
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nope! right
Kittenfais
this conversation is going to inform the conversation they have soon. :') Ryou didn't make Atem promise not to go after AM, he just told him he doesn't WANT him to.
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not that he'd have changed his words or anything it's just
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....I neeed a vacation let me edit that entire sentence
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there
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anyway he's going to be really disappointed that the power of caring about his ridiculous avenger boyfriend isn't enough to stop him
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yup! and atem promised that he'd do the same thing for ryou that he'd do for anyone, and that when he went after AM, he'd be ready, and wouldn't let himself get hurt so bad ryou had to take his pain
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..........he didn't let himself get tortured. that would have been worse for him than dying and coming back healed.
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like, actually, honestly worse for his brain
Kittenfais
is it bad that the self-sacrifice doesn't even twig for ryou? is it?
Kittenfais
atem self-destructing to prevent torture is fine.
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atem walking into the ring with a GIANT DEMON FOG PRIEST is the issue
Kittenfais
whyyyyyyy
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to send a message!! about what happens when his friends get hurt!!
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punishment!!!
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IS...IS HE SATISFIED WITH THE MESSAGE HE EVEN SENT
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DO YOU ACCEPT CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM PHARAOH ATEM
Kittenfais
only destructive criticism need apply in this house
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destructive criticism...............
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HONESTLY HE'S PRETTY HAPPY WITH IT, HE GOT IN, GOT OUT, AM'S NURSING SALT BURNS, IT'D HAVE BEEN BETTER IF AM HAD DIED AND LOST A MURDERCOMPUTER MEMORY BUT HE'D GIVE HIS PERFORMANCE THERE A SOLID B+
Kittenfais
Ryou: https://imgs.plurk.com/QzL/ust/GNl4DPQY6X9ewlOox44KTUIWQ0t_lg.jpg
Kittenfais
ughhh i want the fallout I WANT THE FALLOUT. RIGHT NOW!!! //SLAMS HANDS ON TABLE
keihatsu
the council might need to have a discussion about that grade in the back
Kittenfais
RIGHT?
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this is not a democracy :c
Kittenfais
ryou goes to visit yugi and he's got that 1000 yard stare like "can i get drunk over here?"
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if this does happen just pre-event though and y'all do manage to make him feel conflicted about it . . . .
Kittenfais
yugi just filling a punch bowl with drimnk so he can lap it up like the dog he is and feel no emotions
Kittenfais
Kittenfais
TELL ME MORE. WHAT HAPPEN
keihatsu
he could have a couple emotions
keihatsu
the emotions related to constant head pets
Kittenfais
i know i keep linking shit to convey my thoughts but this. this right here.
Frustration Tears
keihatsu
"just this once ryou, getting drunk to deal with your problems isn't the answer" while ryou's head is in a bowl
Kittenfais
i know we got stuff already but look. LOOK i will definitely jump in your inbox with this. ryou needs. a friend. his friend. bestie pls give him strength through headpets
keihatsu
if it isn’t obvious yet, I am always up for that
Kittenfais
yissss
Kittenfais
i have to clean up the inbox a lil better but i always love our threads as it is so adding more is just.
Kittenfais
i gotta clean this inbox. how do u clean the box and also do duel links? WE JUST DON'T KNOW
keihatsu
SAME THO
keihatsu
i love our threads
keihatsu
if it helps there’s no rush from my end my practice review is rescheduled for thurs so I likely won’t get to many tags tomorrow anyway
Kittenfais
that is totally fair!! <3 personally i'm excited for Ryou BURSTING INTO A PILLAR OF LIGHT AND THEN DISAPPEARING in the one thread lmao. but i am also super patient. everyone puts up with my "speed" and that's awesome!
ᴜɴʙᴏxᴇᴅ
oh shit, atem’s dying? i’m suuuuper late, what’s going down here?
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atem's lost his dang mind and picked a fight with AM
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he's going to fuck AM up but choose death instead of capture and torture
ᴜɴʙᴏxᴇᴅ
omg... atem!!!
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neph temp neph temp
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hot angel fall
Kittenfais
All the teens are making Some Kinda Choices in this bitch lol
Usagi
atem,
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ATEM,
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Noa cowering in a corner like ATEM YOUR CHOICE OF TARGETS,
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HE'S RIGHT AND HE SHOULD SAY IT
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