so as i'm trying to get back into the swing of things i realize i am a better rper when i am drunk/tipsy

i go back to read my past tags and everything flows so naturally and smoothly when i'm inebriated to an extent

when i try to rp 100% sober, the writing sounds forced and stilted

which i supposed isn't necessarily a bad thing but

there is a stigma about drinking and rping

i've just noticed the difference between my sober tags and my tipsy tags

and there is a definite quality difference

skewed in the least expected way

Maybe because you're not thinking as hard about the perfect words?

I think that might be it. I go with the flow and am not so worried about how I sound. There's a definite confidence that I don't have otherwise.