ugh, I think I know what's been up with my braining this month >:|

med change.
threw my self for enough of a loop that I went off my game but not enough that I realized until right now

literally the only reason I started thinking about it was
"hey, my forearms feel a lil weird. does anything cause that for me beside med changes? ...........FUCK,"

it was so lowkey an off-kilter that like. I was thinking for most of the month how NICE it was that a med change wasn't causing an adjustment period for once.

shoulda known -_-

mostly I think I'm just angery rn because the forearm thing always drives me nuts

least I'm not sick ig

I'd been getting a lil concerned that my off-game-ness seemed to have no cause and thus no clues to when it'd stop

at least you could pinpoint it but blehhhh med change

anything to do with meds that's thrown off ruins your whole life. i would know, my dumb ass keeps missing doses and it's slowly destroying my life.

oh noo :<
bluhs at mising doses

me, missing sleep aid/anti-anxiety meds and bc: wow i feel like shit what's going on? am i expiring?
my pill case: am i a joke to you?

meds are a double edged blade. i'm glad they exist to help with functionality but lord help if things change

lol ye