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[cw: brain meat problems adjacent ] I guess it's time for another episode of 'Taka completely forgot about Plurk for a few months again'. Think I'm just burnt out with this platform in general at this point with how much I keep blundering off of it.

My dumbass also forgot to put this here so I'll just edit that in now...
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The last month or so decided to kick me in the mental scrote and leave me lying on the ground wondering what the fuck is still wrong with me.
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It wasn't until recently that I started asking how much of my inability to keep up with things here could be blamed on the spectrum and how much could be blamed on what it can be comorbid with.
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Turns out?
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I can blame a LOT of it on both, but the thing it's comorbid with, ADHD, might have the bigger 'awful share' in the black box I've decided to call my wrinkly bother of a brain.
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Because the ease at which I get disconnected from something atfention wise didn't hit me until I remembered that.
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How the hell I still function is beyond me at this point, but at least now I know I'm getting closer to asking the right questions...
ArtIsArt
/hugs
ArtIsArt
ADHD is a horrible thing.
Bolt Vanderhuge
/pats
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It's funny too, because I had that epiphany I actually started feeling a lot better about myself! And then I remembered I haven't checked in here for AGES.
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after I had*
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That was decidedly a mood killer, at least until I decided as of now to just go all 'fuck it' and check in anyway. No sense in grumbling or being sadfais over the lost days and whatnot.
Bolt Vanderhuge
I mean, yeah. Honestly, you should still feel good about yourself because you're unpacking things and like you said, you're finding the right questions to ask.
Bolt Vanderhuge
Self-discovery's huge.
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Yeah. Especially when it helps me figure out how I actually tick, if that makes sense.
ArtIsArt
That, 100%.
Bolt Vanderhuge
Absolutely. Understanding how you think, and how to work with it rather than against it is really key to... well, a lot of things. And knowing yourself helps you better live in the world around you too.
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Hopefully it'll help me stay in touch better too. Because I'd rewlly love to do that more what with how shit I've been at it.
ArtIsArt
I appreciate it. :-)
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