family mh stuff

god like

my mom didn’t even do anything but after somehow being able to maintain 4 days of being an actually fairly animated and sociable and productive person it is SO stark how fucking drained and useless I am even just existing near her

how do I delete being around my family without actually ditching my family

I’m sure to a large degree I’m also just tired but I was already just tired on Friday.

A lot of people move out, that's not really ditching family. I know right now is a bad time what with post-surgery, but.

right now is a bad time for a lot of reasons almost all of which I don’t want to deal with because in order to do so I must family,

possibly just like. living in the same city/a town over or something might be good but also [ housing/renting market ]