[ptsd, teeth] so! mom is going to get a dental diagnostic today, good! bad: she hates all doctors and dentists and is taking it out on me. also bad, partnership won't pay for it because apparently mom has delta dental, which I can't find a dentist for in area. or if mom's policy is active.

mom, predictably, is using this to try and make things so bad for me that I tap out and cancel her appointment. I also don't trust her to tell me what the dentist says, so I have to either:

1) stay in waiting room and hope to god mom doesn't lie too much

2) go in with dentist, if allowed and if mom wants me to go in, and face all of my ptsd triggers at once, THEN also face mom's bullshit after.

wh...why is she making this so hard?