a friend was telling me about meme CR their character once had with kaname and that their character totally nuked it with being how he was and that they felt bad since they enjoyed it. they mentioned him not being really understanding of the possessed thing and them saying that had me all WAIT SHE IS POSSESSED???
yes!! that guy!! one of Nazuna's kouhai. the mun is super nice and laments now and then about nuking CR with kaname and masaweenie because shuu is shuu
masaweenie stole shuu's first kiss or something. just. the way they described the threads were fucking hilarious. and that's how i learned about the ghost
but he makes me laugh because he just internally thinks nazuna is straight and then when kaname earlier this year was just you're gay right Y'ALL ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH
shuu CR is fun but he isn't nazuna's type. i mean nazuna doesn't canonly have a type but a person who let nazuna do as he pleases and offers no rebuttal to anything isn't going to be a candidate for anything of any gender
nazuna's concerned about shuu's hyper fixation. partly because he has flashbacks to the war of when another shuu jumped out a two story window to declare nazuna was his soulmate
I ALSO WASN'T JOKING WHEN HE SAID HE WANTED TO BE A SPORTS ANIME. but people just told him no and he was just desperate for someone to understand him and like him and it was just oh ok i guess not
but i feel nazuna forgets that he gained weight after leaving that guy. not even because he was eating poorly. the guy didn't let him eat stuff that was aesthetically pleasing?? nazuna was eating dragon fruit and the guy was just NON!!!!
shuu is nowhere near the levels of this guy but nazuna felt bad for enstars shu so i feel he'd be worried about shuu getting hurt through his own obsession
and shuu isn't aware of this stuff. hell no one knows about it. not even miyuki and their CR has been going on for four years. mostly because he didn't particularly talk about it originally in canon. that's just not on the table for discussion
also he left the group without saying a word during the enstars war so he feels some guilt for that because the group did get a third member eventually
and it was later framed that oh nazuna was a shitty idol so shu did everything he could to make it easier for nazuna to manage performances. which. BREATHES
doesn't even make any sense. no one hates nazuna more than nazuna. and he feels he does a great job as an idol. i really highly doubt that shu was able to instill that kind of skill onto him when part of the problem was that their unit did the same thing over and over
which is great because before that was even revealed his hands have always been kinda awkward in art if he wasn't holding something versus the few people who can sew having much more graceful hands
and then there was the fact he was going through Puberty and his voiced got fucked so nazuna was lip synching and they just kept using the songs over and over again. and nazuna was aware that he was holding the group back
this is when to abuse time reset ghosts, obviouslynazuna excels in dream ruining
and then nazuna feels guilty because he is very convinced this guy loved him and was doing the world for him and even then he wasn't happy SO GUILT
ok i understand now