lily!
SHIT. FUCK. GOD DAMN IT. FUCK. I WISH THERE WAS A WAY TO WIPE YOUR BRAIN OF ALL INTERNET MEMORIES BEFORE YOU PLAY UMINEKO. FUCKING DAMN IT
lily!
just before bed i realized i needed to bring my laptop save up to speed with my pc save for the group read tomorrow
lily!
and then. fuck. damn it
lily!
while i was fast forwarding through some shannon scenes i remembered that before i even started playing umineko i saw some fanart that implied shannon/sayo was the murderer
lily!
and then when i put together my initial theory about culprit sayo in episode 4 during that ange segment i actually briefly remembered that fanart and then like forcibly wiped it from my mind
lily!
and now i'm remembering it again and just
lily!
FUCK DAMNIT I'M NOT AS SMART AS I THOUGHT I WAS I WAS JUST SUBCONSCIOUSLY DRAWING ON THAT MEMORY
lily!
i'm pretty sure that my current theory of "sayo = shannon and kanon, shannon and kanon != sayo" was based on some fanart i maybe saw before or even during i can't even fucking remember AND GOD FUCKING DAMN IT
lily!
sometimes i wish my brain wasn't such a goddamn flytrap when it comes to information i'd really rather forget
lily!
YOU CAN REMEMBER FANART YOU SAW FROM AGES AGO BUT NOT FUCKING TEST ANSWERS HUH
lily!
aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lily!
fuck i am actually ANGRY about this
HOT TURKEY TAKE
I can't reassure you one way or the other without breaking Da Rules, but, like.

Can I at least say you're being too hard on yourself over it? Try to breathe.
lily!
probably not helped by the fact i'm still super fucking hungry after eating barely anything today WHICH SHOULD BE IMPEDING MY MEMORY BUT SOMEHOW ISN'T???
HOT TURKEY TAKE
...also yes maybe eat a food
Usagi
food contributes a lot yeah. get on that ramen stashing tbh :[
lily!
god i'm jsut
lily!
rrrrrrgh
lily!
on the one hand from what i remember there wasn't actually much detail other than implying sayo was the culprit so i'm actually still proud of myself for figuring out the deductive process that got me there
lily!
but at the same time i feel like the BIGGEST fucking idiot because i'm pretty sure if i didn't have something half-remembered nudging me in that direction in the first place i wouldn't have come to that conclusion at all! fuck!
lily!
and now i'm wondering if the same can be said about my other big theory wrt sayo and FUCK
lily!
i know dwelling on this is just actively making everything worse but i'm still extremely >:/!!! about it
Usagi
go get a nice music and chill yourself to sleep :[[
Echo
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