[ family ] COMPLAINING

me: gets a grand total of four hours sleep, has trouble walking ten feet to the kitchen, specifically said yesterday that i will have Problems watching the niece
mom: so are you gonna babysit later or what

i said sure if someone came with me/showed up a little later and the SILENCE OF DISAPPOINTMENT

SURE, i'll go suffer and struggle so my sister can go party, ABSOLUTELY

did i expect having an actual diagnosis from a professional to change anything?

no but for fuck's sake

i dont know why y'all even bother asking how i feel if you're not! gonna like! the answer!!

and of course my sister isnt responding to texts

i hate..... today......

oh my god why...

welp looks like i'm going over around 5

babysitting when i feel like shit AND babysitting at night two of my favorite things