I keep being like "should I start a new fundraiser and end the old one?" and being torn. because just ending and redoing seems dishonest, but also people seeing the GoFundMe are gonna be like "oh they raised 2k, they're good" instead of the reality that it's been 2k over MONTHS and it's all gone to Bills already.

but on the other hand... "new fundraiser who dis?" just feels so scummy

one of these days I will plurk about something other than finances or medical shit. I just need to. you know. get clear of financial issues and medical shit

Also things I have done today, despite my hamstring/whatever the fuck this is: all the dishes, cleaned the catbox, fed cats, tried to call edd like five fucktillion times, cleaned the countertops, cleaned the stove, made breakfast for mom. so now i feel... less? useless.

(i will be regretting all of this later)

A lot has happened since your last fundraiser. It's likely a lot of people don't know

Of course that doesn't mean everyone will understand, fuck do I know that, but sometimes you gotta do it anyway