[update]

i found out if you take klonopin long enough (and i was on it for two years once), your brain stops producing gaba by itself

it can recover a little, but won't necessarily

so like, it's possible that explains some of my problems?

It might. It can literally be fixed with a supplement (which can easily be prescribed so Medicare and medicaid cover it), so that's not a bad outcome.

what supplement?

GABA. There are a million different manufacturers and brands of gaba supplements, so my advice is get the dosage you need from your doctor and hunt on Amazon for a brand like nature made or something.

Eh, be very careful about this. Trying to self-medicate can be dangerous as is; trying to self-medicate your head more so.

Pteryx : Absolutely. Which is why I am trying to say to let a doctor decide if she needs it and if so at what dosage.