tentitavely i want 2 be like....i think i have more energy. which means im gonna be more annoying probably im sorry

but like i actually dragged a fuckin microwave across the street and up the stairs and im tired but not like 'lay in bed for rest of day and die' exhausted

or maybe im just imagining things but even if its placebo ill take it

still hate being sweaty tho

blorgh well now i am tired, tho i did manage to take a shower and didnt even spend much time convincing myself to go into it

that's an improvment

the nurse did tell me that i might feel jittery the first couple of days as my body gets used to it and i notice a little (tho anxiety is still a factor)

but its manageable. maybe im not used to not being like tired all the time

probably

whoops then i slept for two hours but it was prety...restful...now im like 'i wanna pay off my sleep debt for the rest of time' but like that's the opposite of getting better

restful sleep is good