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(mental health/adhd things)
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my medication arrived and I am weirdly scared to take it?
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because what if it doesnโt work
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but also what if it does work and thatโs what I needed all along?
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and life would have been so much easier
Lucy
hugs and holds your hand through it if you'd like <3
Lucy
what if it does work and it's what you've needed and life is going to be so much easier?
Lucy
and if it doesn't work, then it can be crossed off the list and you try something else 
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UGH I DONT KNOW
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Iโm so pro people taking medication if they need it? Itโs weird how this feeling flares up for me though
Lucy
only one way to find out <3
Lucy
no i totally get it
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That nagging voice in Soviet dad accent thatโs like... โYou did fine in school. You donโt have it.โ
Lucy
OR you've worked doubly hard to compensate for it in school
Lucy
and now yo uhave an opportunity to not need to work so hard
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I took the medication and I have never felt this? My head is so quiet?
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Itโs not even the focus but like normally, Iโd be so frazzled by now? And anxious.
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I wouldnโt normally not feel anxious.
Lucy
it's weird right?
Lucy
like not calm but just...quiet
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it is really quiet? And I can focus and not feel like Iโm just compelled to jump from thing to thing?
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Which is wild
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that's so good!! i'm glad you took it
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and it's helping now
Lucy
<3
Lucy
agreed, very glad it's helping
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Itโs so weird that it is?
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I mean I am glad but idk I was expecting it not to
Lucy
