I'm exhausted being the one always reaching out and always also the one waiting on things.

When you want to just meet everyone’s level of investment but you’d be left with practically nothing if you did.

...I just said this to somebody.

r u me?

/reaches for

some days i want to PSA like. "don't pillowqueen your CR! be proactive!!"

everybody waits for fun things to drop in their laps

i feel this

It's so exhausting.

I feel this a lot, it's really rough feeling like it is one sided.

mood. it's just depressing, really.