[rl mood stuff]

After several weeks of feeling like I'm in a state of relentless exhaustion and only just managing the things around me, with my dreams hounded by feelings of doubt and anxiety --

-- yesterday evening, a switch flipped and I'm fine?

I'm suddenly awake and able to deal with shit

what bunch of brain chemicals decided to release all at once

This is how I work too for some fucking reason

I'll have terrible brain days and be exhausted and feel like it's impossible to accomplish all I have on my plate

then it's like suddenly my brain gets so frustrated at me it's like FINE

HAVE this I guess

And I'll be in a great determined mood and get all the things done and feel like I Have The Power

U RELEASED THE INERT GASES SEROTONIN