[mental health/mute] really bad brain day i just need to vent a bit. tl;dr my brain is broken and i hate myself

when my brain is like this then no food sounds good? like i've gone through my whole pantry and my brain has rejected every fucking option

when my brain is stressed and anxious most food sounds awful

and no where that sounds good is delivering because obviously

i'm trying to get some burger king because i need to eat today at some point and taco bell canceled on me

i wouldn't be surprised if they didn't deliver i honestly DO NOT blame them they may not even have power

my brain is just fritzing the fuck out and i'm just

this is stupid, i feel so fucking awful

i know people have it so much worse than me and this is the most minor fucking problem and i hate that my brain is like this, i fucking hate it

i hate myself so goddamned much