but then again.. reckless as he is and how he's become more so far.... he might be more willing to sacrifice one, not knowing just how permanent it would be
HMMMM after further consideration, I don't think wwx ICLY would be willing to give up a memory... yes he's self-sacrificing to an idiotic level, but this is mdzs wwx who has a fractured memory as it stands already and has seemed to be somewhat.... idk, frantic? fretting? over his damaged memories and has enough issues as it stands re: that
OOCLY I want him to, but there's an IC vs OOC struggle, so what I THINK I'll do as a compromise is have him ICLY struggle with the thought of sacrificing a memory but then... possibly panic/stress out and back out of that because his memories as is are important to him even IF they're a source of pain
I think that before I make a solid decision, I want to see how the event wrap-up is going to look like. There's plenty to give up but again, mdzs wwx and not cql wwx... since both of them appear to have dealt with their memories differently bc I believe cql wwx chose to forget some whereas mdzs wwx doesn't, he's just traumatised af
if I can re-read some of the novel before this starts, I can decide a little better
Wangji pls