tw: death grieving, etc

it's been a little while since the news of fibo's passing and it's getting easier

but no matter what i do online, i can't bring myself to close our chat window on my discord.

it feels like i'm keeping him around in this little way even though it ocassionally makes me really sad..

i thought it was just me

I keep going back to his last plurk where he told me he was going to be fine and wasn't worried about this one. At least the last thing I said was 'much love' ... and I was debating about even putting that. Most days are better, but then it hits out of nowhere.