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Character sexuality/gender/approach to relationships/stuff
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gonna try to go in reverse ramble volume order, so starting with Dogma
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he's genuinely very....not exactly confused about gender, but very ignorant about it and aversive to exploring things he might mess up
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there are almost certainly some people on the barge he mentally misgenders as 'he' (including Jasper, ironically, who does the reverse) because how do you tell for civilians????
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he definitely considers 'clone' and 'non-clone' to be much more intuitive and important categories
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with 'non-clone-soldier' as a kind of non-binary
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I also think he's, like, in this weird space of being a medium libido grey ace who's very repressed and also fairly kinky
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he HAS a fairly normal sex drive, and feels fairly guilty about it and doesn't WANT it because it's not what he's made for or supposed to be doing, it's messy and distracting and hard to control and all of that makes him uncomfortable, so he represses it a lot and has jerked off like once in his short life and never again and this is only part of why
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he's so uptight
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but I also think he experiences actual attraction pretty rarely
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honestly too self-absorbed with ego and anxiety to notice other people, and other bodies are either 'I have one of those, have seen a million of those my whole life, not exactly Thrilling™' or 'alien and scary and civilian!!! and more of a real person than me and I am DUBIOUS'
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he is cis by default but also clonegender, basically
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and I think the things that do make him sit up and notice are less physical/gender/body stuff and more power stuff - he definitely has a crush on Rex, the hardass superior officer who Has Said Nice Things To Him At Least Twice, and he has probably had at least a couple horribly weird sex dreams about Krell holding him down with some of those four arms >_>
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he's pan in that he can be attracted to aliens and doesn't Get gender, but a more narrow-minded parochial pan person might be hard to find, and Confirmed Women Are Scary and Mysterious
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someday I want him to hold someone's hand
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and also someday I want him to dom somebody without ever taking his pants off and really get some mileage out of being a perfectionist asshole
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he's not a Stone Top in a lot of different ways but the idea of that particular kind of sexual role/act is definitely one that appeals to him, maybe the one that appeals to him most or would if he ever, ever, ever thought about it, but also not the only one
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he has a teeny tiny blastocyst level crush on B that will never make it to implantation
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most likely
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...lmao also you know what
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I think he finds aliens a little easier to crush on/be attracted to than regular humans
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because humans hit, like, a not-quite-clone Uncanny Valley for him
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which B gets around most of the way by being weapongender tbh
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closer to clone than anything else even though he's all pasty
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or not boy as the case may be
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your knifeboi
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knifeboi /giggles
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also aww Dogma
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if he weren't on a spaceship he'd probably get more tanned :-P but yeah, he's probably closest to the clones in like... outlook?
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on things like this
Lady Stardust
help I ship it now
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Dogma has 1000% not noticed
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and doesn't know what a date is, but like. he would sit near B and share an orange
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that would be nice maybe
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Dancy is....not exactly a repressed lesbian, she's just very tired and mostly not thinking about it
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I think she just kind of spent 15 years assuming that she was straight and hadn't had any major crushes because 1) the hick boys in Shrove Wood, Florida, were mostly dumb cretins who were shitty to her because she's an albino freak, and 2) not like she had TV or magazines to get celebrity crushes
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and then she was busy being A SOLDIER OF GOD (and teeeechnically I'm homeless~) and somewhere along the line had a meet cute with a werewolf girl that definitely included lots of mean banter and a fight to the death and then the cute ghost werewolf girl saved her life and made her laugh and traveled with her for awhile until Dancy Fucked Up
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and then she desperately fought against the dark gods who were possessing her to save Maisie's life after Maisie came back somehow and succeeded and died for it without Ever Acknowledging Anything
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and went to Hell and her Angel gave her an illusion of coming back to life that involved hooking up with Maisie in a motel, definitely lesbian sex with 0 discussion of feelings or catholicism, letting Maisie bite her and make her a werewolf, and then maisie getting abducted and held hostage to force dancy to do some bullshit
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and somewhere along the line of a Very Violent Response to that Dancy realized it was all a Fake Hell Timeline
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and now she doesn't know if Maisie really likes her Like That at all and is 100% Not Thinking About It
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... poor Dancy
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protec Dancy
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she's somewhere in between Cis by Default and hovering around a 7 on the futch scale https://imgs.plurk.com/QzH/j2B/RvBBdyTxHUTlCdblmzJbT7KquHX_lg.png
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whereas Maisie is a 3 or 4
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(both of them with a goth bent)
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I think Dancy identifies very very little with femininity but fairly significantly with womanhood, as someone raised by her mother and grandmother with no major male influences at any point
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so like, she wasn't pushed into or exposed to much stereotyping or patriarchal bullshit - there were just women and they did everything that needed to be done
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I think Dancy likes having long hair and I think she would react pretty badly to the idea of nonbinary or agender, because now that I think about it, some of the "albino freak" bullying probably featured people calling her 'it'
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but she would be very uncomfortable in a skirt even though Maisie's is v cue
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*cute
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She approaches relationships by: snark, pulling pigtails, never saying anything and at least somebody dying, but maybe it's her sacrificing herself!!!
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it's not straight out absolute canon that she's Lesbian Not Bi, but that's definitely how I read her
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there's like. no dudes that aren't super evil in her canon
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except the literal blackbird
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all her few social connections tend to be with women
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she also definitely is a bit gobsmacked by the glamor of the Sireen, who is evil but v sexy
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there's also the whole Very Catholic thing
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which is part of why she just Has Not Thought About It until she is actually in hell
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and like, she's "catholic" the way that weird apocalypse cults are "Catholic" - she's way outside the orbit of catechism with her own weird zealotry, and I think she doesn't actually have Catholic Guilt™ about it
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but she does very much have a "sure I love maisie" and "the thing people with LIVES do is get married, which is obviously one man and one woman" but she's not a person with a life, she's a person with a mission (or a ghost without one)
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there's an offhand bit mental narration from her in the psuedo-canonical novel where she notices a gay boy in the library, and seems to have no particular digust or vitriol for him but is also like "he's a bit whispy" and expects him to treat her badly on a classism dimension (although obv not thinking in that language)
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she has a lot of Southern Shitty Attitudes That Were In The Water without being particularly overwrought about it herself
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https://imgs.plurk.com/QzH/dqq/iqQ1MSewFoeju0V6J8JpNBl1gxa_lg.jpg Maisie
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Miniskirt crop top gay werewolf and her cargo pants gay stabby butch girlfriend
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also Dancy has a teeny tiny mostly unnoticed crush on Aloy, for sure
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AW
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Taura supports Dogma's tiny crush.
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Aloy and Dancy should hang out for sure at least, I love Dancy
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Dancy was also just a pretty late bloomer
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she Suddenly Has Tits in volume 3 because the artist changed I think and I kind of hate it
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not even comic book balloons just Definitely 17 Instead of 15 Now
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(and naked a lot more)
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but where is my shapeless hungry bony cargo pants butch!!!
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ANYWAY, the one you all know a lot about already, Jedao
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https://images.plurk.com/5gxPYIAMKWIUzPNjegm8XZ.png I got distracted making up dumb gender stat names for a preliminary radar chart
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TLDR: he's pointy masc with lots of feelings
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he's functionally a strong kinsey 5 - his sexuality is overwhelmingly dude-oriented but sometimes an exceptional woman comes along and whacks his attention
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the women he does find attractive almost always have something masculine or GNC about them, even if they're feminine in other ways
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Taura is a glorious femme lady but she could also easily benchpress him with one hand and has shoulders for days, Missy had an austere victorian domme androgyny
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(in the chart above, Taura scores high on BOTH curviludinous and boxybrawn, while Missy was angletastic)
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but like 75% of the dudes he actually sees in passing he is horny over about something
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his approach to relationships is highly varied
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when he was alive, it ran the range from
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"perfect chivalric pining silent love for his best friend and chief of staff without ever speaking a word" to "short-term dalliances only; a non-trivial amount of sex club orgies/glory hole setups in amongst the bar hookups" to "deeply intimate but horrifyingly abusive relationships in which Jedao blames himself for his complicity bc he IS horny in them"
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on the barge he's starting to compartmentalize a little less, and pull the chivalry and intimacy and hound-dog-ness together into numerous relationships of varying intensity and less extremely dodgy shit
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he gets intense and kinky quickly, and tends to be great at sexual/romantic compersion but possessive and jealous about intimate violence >_<
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he falls in love easily but mentally distinguishes between "I love this person and am delighted for them and want good things for them" and "I love this person and I need them in my life"
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which is not at all actually a FWB vs Romance division because he often thinks of Romantic Chivalric Pining as "it'll never happen" until his own Charisma results in it Definitely Happen
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and it's not quite Frivolous vs Serious division but it's a...Earnest and Fun and Temporary vs Serious division
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all of this however also runs over a darker colder anoxic brine pool of viewing sex and his own body as a tool, and specifically a tool which he has been trained to use in the service of causes both good and mostly bad
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he has been partly lucky, partly kept safe by his own extreme aversion to certain kinds of selfishness, but especially early in his barge tenure, there was a confluence between "sex is something I do for other people and take pride in my work and hey I Always Like It Anyway" and "telling people what you really want makes you vulnerable"
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where he definitely tried to hyperfocus on fulfilling some partner's fantasies sort of regardless of his own desires and compartmentalized away the occasional discomfort, in ways that with less generous and kind partners could have been a lot worse than it was
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and then also he's just super duper hugely kinky, giant switch, creative, mean, loves teaching and scheming and overwhelming (the same way he loves Giant Orchestrated Romantic Gestures) but also
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giant bondage sub, also has a huge kink for being ignored/objectified/used, ok with edging and orgasm denial in a "stuck being hard for ages" way but would be badly triggered by the same in a "make you want it so bad and taunt you, what would you do to be allowed to come" way
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https://images.plurk.com/7IhVyYWi7OdJlgntjxNXIR.png
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found a better generator for visibility
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I definitely want, like, at least six more traits, people should suggest me Gender-related attributes
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the current rundown
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Angletastic - Aesthetic/desired/gender-affirming body shape consists of Straight Lines and Sharp Triangles. Angular/linear.
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Slinksensuality - slinky + sensuality. How Incapable of sitting up straight are you + how frequently are your eyes half-lidding when speaking to someone huskily
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Daintyship - delicacy + damselship. pleasure in being prized/protected/valued despite passivity. lace and porcelain and lolita. princess in tower.
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Maquillage - the only actual real word, How Much Do You Make-up??? do you shave your legs??? do you do your hair??? how much is your face and body appearance a cultivated effort of beauty and polish
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Curviludinous - Aesthetic/desired/gender-affirming body shape consists of curves. The Babe. the Bombshell. Bubble Butt. Dat Ass. Cozyfat.
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Flirtistique - exactly what it sounds like lmao
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Lachrymopenness - HAVING AND BEING WILLING TO SHOW LOTS OF FEELINGS. the direct opposite of "real men dont cry"
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Chivalrism - how much DO you kin a medieval knight fighting dragons for a lady's favor and kneeling and swearing fealty
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Boxybrawn - Aesthetic/desired/gender-affirming body shape consists of Squares and Muscles. Beefcake. Sixpack. Refridgerator Slab Human.
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Jockitude - also what it sounds like lmao. running. jumping. tree climbing. sporty spice.
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Violentific - 1-800-ARE-U-STABBING
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I kind of love all of this
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Flamboyánte - DIFFERENT from Maquillage - how DRAMATICALLY do you gesture and how much sequins are in your ideal outfit. have you ever danced on top of a table wearing something that is not a hat as a hat
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just writing them out has helped me figure out SOME of the ones I'm missing in terms of which ones don't have their opposites represented yet
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also it should be rearranged so that Chivalrism is directly opposite Daintyship
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it sort of goes Triangles/Knifegender - seductive/passive/asthetics - Circles/Bombshell - FEELINGS - Squares/Muscles/Stronkgender - action/aggression - back to Knifegender
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necessary concept nodes and silly name suggestions both welcome
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and I'm very proud of the Starplot Gender pun
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omg jedao you are so much
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he's a lot
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I should sleep instead of continuing to workshop this but I have a meeting I don'twant in the morning and staying up FEELS like delaying it
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even though nosleep will make it worse >_>
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whoever invented morning meetings should be thrown into a lake
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honestly I scheduled this, I have no one to blame but myself
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but there wasn't much other time for it
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it's mostly that this parent scares me a bit
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what do you do again, remind me
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private tutoring for kids with extremely various learning difficulties
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oh gosh yeah.
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parents are so hard to deal with... I wasn't used to it at ALL when I started managing zoom theatre camps
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