which is why i wasn't on plurk much last night bc i was considerably inebriated and didn't want to make a mess of myself all over social media HAHAHAHA but happy new year to everyone
i wanted to go for one yesterday too but it was raining all day so i didn't but i am gonna try to get into the habit of doing it more often generally bc i hate what has happened to my legs and overall stamina in quarantine
my brain: man the past few days have been good, huh? me: yeah it's great! my brain: sure would be a shame if someone were to start feeling bad for no reason me:
i came back here to complain about how much time i waste staring into space in a braindead fugue but saw the pudding towers and now i want to complain about brain fog AND i want ice cream again
woke up with headache/sore throat/upset tummy, burnt myself making tea, and have choked on the tea that was supposed to help my throat rather than aggravate it so it's been an afternoon
i think I've also exceeded the amount of emotion that my body can handle for the day so my brain is just making extra upset slime bc it cant comprehend it all
well. time to get back to tuning out bc this is an unprecedented level of disaster and doomscrolling with little i can do to help on a practical level. i'm checking discord sparingly but DM me or drop a line here if you need me
my brain will not slow down for even a moment so i feel like sleep is going to be a huge challenge but i need to try if i don't want to totally ruin the schedule i've had going so...sleep...hopefully..............
was in the shower longer than i meant to be... tempting to just stay in there until i melted into a puddle of cee but sleeping in the shower is dangerous and impractical
gotta...catch up on all my messages etc and then i will finish watching this new drawtectives ep. gotta text my mom about missing her call last night...and leave msgs for my govt officials
WSH modlies got back to me, i just had to provide an additional clarification, but once that is all cleared i am good 2 go. so tag time will begin with TDM top-level
did my civic duty and only stumbled on one word from my script. nailed it but my rep and both MD senators are already in favour of removing that rancid orange fuck from office so it's just a matter of emphasizing hurry up
tomorrow: - take a walk, bc it's good for u physically and mentally, who would have thought.......... - finish WSH top-level - get sayori's new permissions post up - finalize character sheet for D&D on sunday - call my mom - stream with kayla - tags?? tags??? please tags???
existing in these times is still very tiring. but. i like that i have been able to do more than one thing in a day and it has felt easier to not lay in bed and rot the whole day. WILD
- finalize character sheet & item requests for D&D - call mom - take a walk; might be able to do that while i talk to mom - general tags, tag-outs at TDM maybe - plunk at app - plunk at mod stuff - D&D 7pm
and if not i will. have to call and whine at verizon i suppose since i have D&D tonight and i'm tired of this nonsense ruining the only social life i have rn LMFAO
character sheet stuff and lunch took longer than i wanted and now it is dark so i may skip the walk or take a smaller one after d&d but i don't want to be talking on the phone and trying to walk at night
it's so many minutes. a not small amount of them were spent yelling about Current Events (in agreement, not in argument) so i was actively participating in many of those minutes but
we are doing a short crossover campaign with our characters from various other campaigns and it has been EXACTLY the energy of a panfandom rp and i am LIVING
yes! we're uhhhh that big ol' list of possibilities they have to eliminate to prove [redacted]'s guilt, i think we're through like. 4 or 5 of the things on that list
if you want true powerful content compare a hyena laugh to beatrice's bc while i have been memeing for some time about beato as a hyena were today i learned they are actually like. freakishly similar
the minor thing: continues to make me cranky when i think about it
me: yeah it's great!
my brain: sure would be a shame if someone were to start feeling bad for no reason
me:
the clock: it's almost 3am
hurry up-
take a walk, bc it's good for u physically and mentally, who would have thought..........-
finish WSH top-level-
get sayori's new permissions post up- finalize character sheet for D&D on sunday
- call my mom
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stream with kayla- tags?? tags??? please tags???
also me, when i wake up with a tummyache:
dndbeyond:
finalize character sheet & item requests for D&D-
call mom- take a walk; might be able to do that while i talk to mom
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general tags,tag-outs at- plunk at
- plunk at
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D&D 7pmmy internet: decides to go back on its bullshit
natsuki: :I i mean i can put one on for you if you want