CW: animal death

Well, there goes my day

I went for a nice walk around the park and found an injured dove, its wing was busted and I picked it up to help and called the local wildlife rescue to confirm I could drop it off. The moment I hung up it just seized up and died in my hands

I also dropped my phone in the pond but it's okay

I'm gonna shower and lay down

something similar happened last year too

and this kind of thing really fucks me up I wish I could have helped

Ironically it was a mourning dove

I should have stayed the fuck in

its the helplessness I hate

oh no, I’m sorry :c that’s a bad feel

it sure is!!

Oh man, that's rough, I'm sorry.