［廢］These were not necessarily the “good” old days, but I absolutely miss them.

I don’t know what’s got to me, but recently I’ve started to think about Oklahoma. And the people I have met there; and the losses that I’ve lost there.

I miss Noah so much, and my old apartments (see the plural form here?) and my cranky old car that I have crashed and trashed, and the Halloween parties, and New York, and the UCO Jazz lab, and teapioca lounge, and the McDonald’s at the corner of 23rd and Penn.

I feel like crying even when I am typing these out.

I miss Oklahoma like hell. And knowing that I am never going back to it makes it so much harder to remember.

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有加我臉書跟IG的朋友抱歉我重複張貼了😂
只是一股鬱悶的心情無處抒發😅

最近真的瘋狂回想起okc，整個很想哭
好想回去

看到他們那邊下凍雨、大停電，我甚至也想念okc的爛天氣

一邊打這些字一邊覺得好想哭啊