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HEY FOLKS! Sorry I've been so MIA. Lack of motivation, other distractions, and just general missing EVA has kind of just left me staring at the 'net blankly so apologies all 'round.
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I got to see her one last time last Saturday, which was good. I think I needed that. The vet got her ashes yesterday, so I can pick them up
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I don't know man. Like I've been remaining positive, then at night I sometimes go into a spiral when I get to sleep.
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But I'm ok, promise! She was just with me for so much of my growing into an adult life
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I got her before I could legally drink, if my math's right
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She had a lot of personality. Smart a hell for a snak3
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...snake even
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I sent the vet a letter about some of the adventures she went on. Like, my step dad accidentally dropped her rock house on her once (not enough to hurt her) and she never fucking forgave him after that.
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Buzzed her tail like a rattler
sister_midnight
i think
i think
don’t feel like you have to apologize, it’s understandable
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I AM GOOD THOUGH I promise! Just been basically looking at shit like, "N'aw man, I don't have anything for this."
sleepy sleepy
corpse bride
yeah, it's totally understandable, and I hope you're doing a little better now
♠ GREED
Yeah I'm good NO WORRIES just letting it out here and there nsjsbdd but THANKS FOLKS
Hᥱᥲɾt oƒ StᥱᥱꙆ
they have so much personality, and late at night is a bad time for mental health spikes so it makes sense to be hitting you then.
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TRUE and I think that's when my skull decides "NOW IS THE TIME TO VOMIT THOUGHTS." Which is common as all hell
Hᥱᥲɾt oƒ StᥱᥱꙆ
yup, I know I keep saying it but please be kind to yourself.
i think
NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF
NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF
i think
brains are funny things and sometimes you just want to lie in the sea of weirdness that is the online community and just absorb the vibes
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N'aw man it's wicked sweet of ya and I appreciate it sbkjs
Out Of Darkness
dude you gotta look after you, it's okay to take the time you need to grieve and all that
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It's probably because like.. she has literally been around since before I started transitioning medically which is WEIRD TO FUCKING THINK ABOUT
Out Of Darkness
thank you for checking in and letting us know your'e around tho
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/DOES math in head
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Yeah I was either 19 or 20 when I got her ass
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..probs 20? I think 20
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fuck I can't remember
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she used to make herself into a vertical cinnamon bun in my pocket
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but really I APPRECIATE IT FOLKS
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I am good and Rudy and Nikki are doin' just fine
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Nikki is McLarge and Rudy is McStupid but I love 'em too
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Though Nikki has been extra pissed off because she's in blue and hates everything. I touch her and she jerks her body at me and puffs.
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She's also a drama queen
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"I'M FUCKING SCARY oh sweet jesus was that a shadow in front of my face I'M GOING TO BALL all 5+ lbs of my own ass on top of myself because shit. Shit something moved."
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Snakes aren't the brightest creatures in the world
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(I will gush about my snakes and I'm not even sorry)
Hᥱᥲɾt oƒ StᥱᥱꙆ
"I'm scary! 
" is relatable content though
" is relatable content though
corpse bride
did you get her ashes today or is that a later errand?
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I'm going to pick them up on Friday