ah yes, impromptu physical labor, my favorite. complete with the drunk falling on his ass and nearly knocking his head on the lumber that just had to get moved this evening for some reason.

such the perfect end to a workday filled with bullshit.

oh ffs

I had planned to try and tag something, anything, tonight but idk. idk I don't feel fit to be around anyone right now. all grumpy and salty and cynical and my back fucking hurts now because of course

not that me not being around makes any difference

blah. going to change into something not covered in wood shavings and hope my grocery order gets here sooner than later, maybe scrounge something for dinner I guess

I'm sure I'll be in a better mood by the time everyone else has gone to bed lol

i love you, don't be a stranger if you need someone to spam you with kitten gifs

meh

I've had the urge to cry or gotten teary-eyed for no good reason entirely too many times today/tonight

I hope tomorrow's better. I really do

even if work isn't better, if some of this depression insecurity discontent emotional crap could fuck off that'd be nice

and if thoughts of people and events I'd rather forget could go away that would help too

whatever

it is what it is