[emo39] [CW imminent pet death, none of the cats in the house]

Storm (my highschool cat) might be leaving us in a few months bc her bloodwork came back bad and I dodnt know if i'll be able to go home before that

I haven't been home in years and thisbis the news I wake up to!! So i am already tired of being poor and unable to go anywhere i want for the day

And also jaq expresses their problems in a way that bugs me so because of a textmessage i am bothered about something that was already resolved! I'm doing great!

oh fuck dude i'm so sorry

My mental health is also.. Very bad right now
I just
Need lots of patience i tjink

Yeah i'm. I'M HAVING A ROUGH TIME

Mom also foes back to work soon and the class size is small but I'm worried so if i grt crazier: my mom is high risk and can't quit her job so i'm stressed

Also i just wanna vent. The electricity was high because the AC wasnt workin against the heat & we wasted electricity trying to MAKE it work. This problem has been resolvef already and Jaq understands now that it was the AC but like

sends hugs..... this is all so much, dude, no wonder you’re stressed

The way they chose to address us was to text us to be like "the elec bill was high so can we (you) start turning off lights when we aren't using them because I cannot afford another bill like this"

Dirst of all this is in direct response to me leaving the kitchen lights on to cut down on roaches

Second of all stop saying we when you mean you

Third of all do you think WE can afford another bill like that? Is that why that phrasing was chosen? Can you not??? Text us as soon as you're upset about a bill and instead just come talk to us??

Alsk my fucking depression has gotten really bad! I dont want to get into the details but i am really fucked up recently!

oh no I'm so sorry. just take all the time you need