ok....... i didn’t sleep but... gonna maybe pick at some toplevels.... but just a COUPLE cuz i always take on too much at the start of the month and feel overwhelmed by the time events happen fnfnfn and gon won’t be like. bedridden this month + he’ll have the rut crazies so i gotta Bring It but also not overwhelm myself

first couple months were true hubris on my part. i thought if i stuck to one character even if they were a very exuberant extrovert and troublemaker i could keep up cuz i’m typically a boomerang gang guy

but wowie it is possible to overdo it with gon... i know some people who are more Powerful than me could do what i do and MORE!! but i gotta accept that i’m disorganized and often exhausted as a mentally distressed insomniac despite how consuming and energizing my hyper fixation is