i have a demo to do at 11:30 and i'm completely unprepared but slowly losing it also apparently so you know... that's happening

if i astral project and detach from my body can i feel anxiety

hhhhhhhHHHH

it's a race to see if i'm gonna cry about it or if my stomach is gonna flip out first and my fingers feel numb

/hugs

i probably could’ve gotten taken off this list ( maybe?? ) if i’d been like
“hey i have GAD and social anxiety so like
can i not”
but even though i went to hr about that for another reason i never had to announce it to my team and i’d rather not SO

tfw they create a new bug ticket because something is literally commented out LMAO

demo is finished and i hate that that is recorded and available to people

also my dock slid over into that window and now i'm like shit people know i have discord lmao

whoops

they didn’t actually see the window just the icon so it’s also likely a lot of people didn’t know what it was lmao

also a little salty because now the tech lead is back from vacation and trying to gank a ticket out from under me because he "promised" it to someone else but i've had it for like a week

"this is his big epic" lol ok good luck with that

he couldn't even figure out that something wasn't working because it was commented out

but please

let him take the lead on this

i'll just sit here and observe