Well... just had a "long time no talk" message that made me feel like I haven't accomplished a damn thing lately, and now depression is kicking my ass.

Think I'm gonna just lie down and read for a bit or something, I dunno.

I know they didn't mean anything by it, but the fact that they mentioned I was working on same book years ago is kind of a shitty feeling.

I dunno. Sometimes I just feel like it's time to let go of that dream... if I struggle to get the damn thing written, it doesn't seem like publication is very likely.