I am so sorry guys idk why I am just.... unable to get myself out of this funk
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I am so sorry guys idk why I am just.... unable to get myself out of this funk
I am so sorry guys idk why I am just.... unable to get myself out of this funk
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I feel like shit about it but it's not making words happen any faster/better/at all
VaultSicle
KIПG DΛD
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there's a lot of heavy things to sort through, so it's understandable!
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but I haven't done anything all fucking month
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maybe figuring out a state of mind for the past few months for him might help you figure out where you want to begin again
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and then some RL shit went down yesterday and I'm just... scattered af now
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ah yeah that'll definitely not help ;;
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ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
he's not in a good place right now either which doesn't help
ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
clearly the answer is to just...... bury himself in work and not.... talk... to anyone....
Ziri✖O
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Well, what is he avoiding, specifically?
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besides... the obvious i mean
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the girls and like... anyone that's going to ask him wtf is going on which, unfortunately, means Prompto and maybe even Noct
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and also thinking about it because he just gets so mad at himself
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better to focus on plants and known quantities
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things he doesn't have to interpret and potentially mess it up and get people hurt
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I actually thought about having Era contact Cor in the near(ish) future inquiring about what it feels like to have access to the lucian magic, since she's trying to learn more about it. Idk if that'd be a helpful distraction or make things worse for him though fghjkadf
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hmmm idk he'd have trouble answering that, it's so much a part of him
ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
She might be better off talking to Will or someone who's new to it
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i actually wrote a lup network post the other day regarding all of the non-contact lmfao but i wasn't sure about using it
ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
I'm sorry he's useless with feelings and doesn't know how to deal other than shutting down
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do we need someone to talk about Repression And How It Will Fuck You Up
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/jazzhands
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haaaaa maybe u.u
Infychu
/hugs the sads out of him
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the post is kinda passive-aggressive venting meant to kickstart conversation but i have no idea how it would end up affecting things lol
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lup can end up in some visceral honest conversations when she's upset
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part of it is that he feels like it's somehow his fault for being upset that she lied to him and that just makes him more upset!??!
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she just wants him to communicate fff
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she's actually really annoyed that he's not at the party and is letting this actively affect his life outside of her
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he doesn't want to make things strained or uncomfortable for the people that like socializing
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so... he's just
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staying home
ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
which could be prompting for her to actually reach out to be PA at him
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would it help at all to kickstart him to respond?
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nah, Era knows there are a couple options (him, and... Prompto. and knows abt Ignis/can infer that one) but would seek out Cor specifically since his mindset is most similar to hers, if that makes sense
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so less a case of there being 'better' options and more a case of who she would be more comfortable asking haha
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: probably? and really things can't get much worse so like... if they end up yelling at each other at least things will get said
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: that's fair
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also okay wtf happened with cor and lup bc I am clueless and intrigued
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i was holding off until next month or at least to talk to you, but i can toss it up. can fling it your way on my break to look at and see if it would make things better or worse
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before it goes live
ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
okay sounds like a plan
ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
lol Neth... Cor caught her deaged to Lich form and he freaked out a little and she blew it off and was kinda snappy about it because defense mechanism and...... well to Cor she kept things from him, big important things after lecturing him about open honest communication and he's hurt and betrayed
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to Lup.... he judged her for being undead and essentially "left like everyone else" so she's.... hurt and betrayed and abandoned
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and now they're not fucking talking because what is coping
ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
Also, during the deaging event he realized how much he really doesn't know about Honerva either and she an Lup are so close that he's.... not really comfortable with either of them right now
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yeah honestly for lup it's not a thing. she was with her found family for like 80 years and she still waited a few years to tell them about the liching
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she's known cor for less than a year. it would be a huge deal to tell him. so it just isn't something that comes naturally to her
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and now that it's out and this is his reaction, she's basically like "well i was right not to, then"
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oh, yikes 
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but it's been months now and he's clearly letting it affect outside of just her, so now she's lashing out in the best way she knows how
inadequate tits
when in doubt about a wound, tear it open and let it mend proper
ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
yeah he's just... burying himself in work and hiding behind his boys
ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
(partially this is my fault for RL and shit too
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yeah
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well hopefully network will make it a little easier
ʟɨօռ ɦɛǟʀƭɛɖ
hopefully
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gingers crossed! 🤞
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...fingers, phone. plz
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