Right now Vash is just like: I hate the month of July enough already as it's name reminds me every single day of this horrible thing I've done AND this city wants me to have sex still? Yeah.... okay. This went as well as a train wreck last year. How much worse can it get?
Hm, strange. I don't seem to feel any arousal right now when I can't seem to get my brain off of one of the top five most traumatic moments of my life especially when I'm also now thinking of how badly in went last year and how much I hurt my friends trying to force myself into wanting sex. Funny that
The hard part is he doesn't want to enjoy himself. Drugs make him try to forget what he's done and that makes him sick to his stomach. Which is why he'd rather do this then take drugs
Vash hardly wants to tell anyone anything. And he doesn't trust Okita so I'm afraid Okita is low on the list of people Vash would be willing to talk to without some sort of truth serum
what date did July occur on? almost wants to be an ass and say that's her anniversary, though I'm not sure that they would keep note of the wedding date
Personally, I think it’s hilarious that I have two characters who think that Souji can do no wrong (Ana and Constance) and two with a serious bone to pick with him (Courtney and Tinya).
hahahahah that's true! but it would be good that any of them would just cut his shit off telling him "you think you're doing good in this but you're not, stupid jerk"
the only thing he regrets is letting tomoe go to the center and her being the target of his jealousy, that's why it wouldn't surprise him that tinya and vash wouldn't like him at all
i mean, canonically, some people inside the shinsengumi don't know and don't bother getting to know him better. others see he does no wrong, others see he's a jerk... and there's hijikata who sees all what okita is and is 'heh'
it's more like... needs to be told that he can't do things on his own, can't say or do things that would mess things up and stop acting jerkish at times. but... how to to a man who hasn't been through romantic relationships until he was 23 lmao!
now... how to wipe off trauma from a 150-year-old man who's afraid of relationships because 1. my dangerous existence, 2. everyone will die eventually, 3. my "lovely" twin?
/patpat
There, there muse... There there. Things will be okay.
obviously it just means that Meryl or Tomoe need to peg him during Julythat is a joke because i don't think that would actually workFor two secondsSo Tomoe can't even be madalmost wants to be an ass and say that's her anniversary, though I'm not sure that they would keep note of the wedding date