[work] I have to remember to take it easy x.x

I was like "I feel mostly ok, lets pick up this big box" instantly regretted it. orz

...yeah no, pls pls pls take care of yourself T_T

I am trying. of course the three days I wasn't around no one did any of the things I normally do :c

I'm kind of mad about it.

I'm always bugged to do them, and yet no one else could be asked to do them when I'm not here?

and so far... I'm getting my first break right before im taking lunch orz

the curse of competence orz

sob orz

in the end I was more or less alone for the last hour, broke into a cold sweat from needing to carry things to heavy for me right now and kept having people ask me if I was OK.:|