Today is trashhhhhhh

Boyfriend wound up back in the ER last night on the direction of the talk to a nurse hotline thing and they treated him like shit

basically implied he was drug seeking

So I got ~1.5 hours of sleep last night

he was understandably very irritated with all this and it rubbed off on me so I'll probably be in a funk for a few days

he didn't go to bed until I was leaving this morning so I haven't heard from him to see how he's feeling

I just wanna go home and go to bed

and it's lunch time and I'm hungry but I've got that feeling where I know if I eat I'll just feel sick