[rp][gender][vague musing]

This is a weird thought however I slice it but like

I've played a lot of OCs of various genders and situations

and I specifically like playing trans dudes, I think, because like...

playing a trans girl is like, I'm AMAB and don't want to be, but I also don't want to be a girl, so there's a vague disconnect level there

but with a trans guy the whole thing is so philosophically confusing

an AMAB nonbinary person pretending to be an AFAB boy

and that clusterfuck of nonsensical translations across gender boundaries

appeals to my nonbinary self

just disrespect gender as a concept as much as possible

I'm good at self-consciously performing masculinity and not knowing what's going on

Valid.

gender is a fool and you're breaking it on your knee

"I'm good at self-consciously performing masculinity and not knowing what's going on"
the complete transmasc experience tbh