I am livid at a child and must vaguely vent at someone lest I explode

am I being irrational, is it jealousy or is it me trying to be sensible in this FUCKING PANDEMIC WHERE WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE SOCIAL DISTANCING

vent as much as you need

I rarely use the word livid, tbh but here I am. livid

Like I am down for helping out a friend when they aren't feeling well but not when you have a contagious infection that you have to be TAKEN TO THE HOSPITAL IN THIS AGE OF A GLOBAL PANDEMIC. GO THE FUCK HOME AND STOP PUTTING OTHER PEOPLE AT RISK.

specifically go the fuck home and stop putting my partners at risk

steps off soapbox

im good

I don't get why people are trying to be social right not Jesus. Like I know it's maddening and you want contact but now is NOT the time - face time phone calls. My friend is throwing a party for her baby and still wants us to come to her house and I'm like I don't see you often enough to take the risk. I'll drop MeiMei's gift on the porch but that's it

Like my state hasn't gone into Shelter at Place or whatever but common sense should tell you to only get out for necessary Doctor visits, Shopping for FOOD, Picking up medications, tossing trash or work if you're job is deemed essential (Like Doctors/Cops/Prison guards/EMTs) - that's it

I thought I was just being irrational because "whenever you hang out there, I don't get any attention" and trying to find a justification for being mad.

BUT YEAH PEOPLE WHY ARE WE BEING SOCIAL. STAY INSIDE.

I mean it can be both things. One of which you have control of and could talk out like an Adult but yeah....

I know. XD Like I know I'm being irrational but I just wanna blow up sometimes.

Blowing up is also a valid feeling that you shouldn't have to justify. Also, being angry about this and being irrationally jealous don't have to be mutually exclusive. >_> Irrational jealousy is a feeling I understand quite well too. weh.

My friends have visited me in this pandemic! Two of them! Both times I have left an esky of food for them outside, we waved to each other through a window and then they went on their merry way. This is how I socialize with people at the moment.

I still want to share food and my friends are willing to come get my food.

man, you're sweet...

hugs

Noo...I was just....wanting to share that social distancing is a thing that we should all be adhering to!