so. I think I'm gonna take the freebie for ciel for this month and put him on hiatus for april.

I can't tell if anyone wants cr with him and this pandemic has really impacted a lot of people so it might just be that

but i'm feeling aimless with him and just... generally disheartened.

so i'll see how things look at the end of april then and figure out where to go from there

I DO I understand this feeling and you should do what you gotta to decide, it's totally fair to feel shitty when things work out that way. it hurts

but I wanted to speak up as someone who's seen your toplevel plurks and on my own part been like oh man I wanna tag that /DOESN'T TAG HUGS AT ALL FOR LIKE EIGHT DAYS

i'm sure this is mostly bad brain being... itself but... still feels bad <3

and I've felt bad about it overall as I mentioned in my own plurk and a lot of people chimed in feeling the same so. I think we all just kinda suck right now tbh

and it spreads beyond just hugs into rl and just.. hgnh

but it is still a bad feeling!

have you tagged out to ppl and not gotten anywhere?

i can't even get myself to do that

Ciel