state of the rp for february

mostly because i'm seeing these go around and a retrospective is nice coming up on a new month.......

i feel like i'm doing really well here! i feel like i have really great communication with people and i'm feeling really comfortable and effective in what i'm doing ???

i mean this makes sense since i apped to this game first

but like i aspire to the same level of communication and comfort with my other games as i have with ryslig but.. it'll work out lol basically what i feel like i have going is a really comfy baseline

being sick/being about a week late on a bunch of tags makes me feel shaky everywhere but eh

i feel kinda sorta alright although i am highly doubtful about getting a power upgrade after the last event simply because i'm not sure the thread where he's actually using the power counts as "in the ruins" or not ?? will have to consult a mod i'm sure

also i feel like i'm just missing out on a lot because being backed up means i didn't post into the aftermath thread

i do have ideas though! so that's good

ngl when games have a discord server i feel like things are way easier for me because even if i'm not threading with someone specifically i still get to chat with people

which is why i kiiinda feel like i'm struggling a bunch here. like i was confident enough to start my own network post with got a few responses (and so i have no worries about AC this month especially since AC here is real easy) but i don't feel like i made many connections

buuut i will make a bigger effort come next cr meme because there's some threads i'd definitely like to follow up on

the way some people do a lot of catch all threads is pretty neat

istg i thought there was a discord too but if so it wasn't necessarily in a very obvious place so... will need to look again

more than anything i need to play catch up lol

OH GOD I'M SO DUMB

OK I FOUND THE DISCORD WOWIE I'M A REAL DUMB ASS