[sick talk] I think I'm gonna spend a few days with my grandma starting tomorrow, tbh. So I don't pick up whatever illness my brother has left lying around.

I've been avoiding it like the plague but I also don't exactly feel peachy rn and I took my (thankfully refilled) meds earlier on impulse because I have Problems

I'm running a normal temp which is hot for me but could be just an anxiety spike

because goddamn, if my anxiety isn't through the goddamn roof

I HATE having sick people near me (any stomach sick in particular) and I'm already an impulsive hand washer and have super bad food anxiety so this has thrown me WAY out of whack

"am I feeling bad because my last taste of food was a high-carb veggie and cheese sandwich five hours ago or have I caught the dreaded illness" "Is this normal "I feel bad and slightly hot in the face" or illness"

bah humbug

"Am I sore from illness or just weightlifting"