i am. so. tired. of this.

fortunately i seem to know more people at netflix than i thought, so i should reach out to them

need to really get my portfolio updated though

applied to sony over the weekend

dewit woman

also sick of our one director just being such a heinous bitch to everyone

bite her

i wish

i keep telling everyone i'm gonna quit my job today, lol

i've been pulled into a 4 hour meeting that goes through lunch, asked to take notes in it while processing storyboards up to editorial, checking emails, answering emails from confused story artists (and one new one that started today), and updating the rest of the prod team on what's happening in here

i love getting steamrolled

woman woman woman

do you wanna get revolving sushi today

woman would like sushi?

only if woman does too!

i like ramens

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we already did ramen! twice!

i know, lol

woman is so crave noods

don't have to get noods tho, i really just wanna go home and kill things lol

lkasjdfalksdjf

woman craves noods and murder

i just fully snapped and had to shut myself in an empty room to cry for half an hour

coworker came in and helped me calm down, i'm finally good enough to eat my lunch

first episode of the year and it's before the end of january. good times.

i genuinely wish i could quit my job today over this, it was just too overwhelming and like the fucking straw that broke the camel's back. but i honestly can't afford to do that rn, so i'm stuck.

i'm back at work and super regretting it

still so upset about yesterday that hearing our EP's voice is starting to trigger me

Feign sickness

oh god he just walked by and i swear my blood went cold for a second